Category Archives: Personal thoughts

Height does not matter

With my height of 4 feet 11 inches I obviously lack growth hormone or what they call hgh (human growth hormone). My pituitary gland must have stopped producing growth hormones after my early teens because it was the time when my growth became stagnant until all my other friends became taller than me! Though being small has its advantages, it has also a lot of disadvantages. Gladly, I didn’t consider being petite as a disadvantage. I’ve no insecurities with my height and I don’t really mind if I am petite while my sisters and friends are taller than me.

Confidence is not really based on a person’s height though for some it does matter. But since I am focused on other things while I was growing up, I didn’t mind at all being smaller than others.

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Green with envy

I thought I won’t feel this way because I never remember being envious before. If I learn that a friend is on the way, I celebrate with them and just wish I, too, would conceive soon. But if my monthly visitor arrives, I’ll console myself that it is not yet the right time. Now I just learned that one of my best buddies in HS is on the way for her second child. I find myself wishing I would be pregnant soon and would be taking those prenatal vitamins that I am asking from a MedRep friend. I can’t help it but I am green with envy and found myself asking when would be the right time for us to have a baby? Only God knows when but I hope it would be soon. I am beyond excited to buy baby stuffs, wear preggy dresses, and experience being a mom for the first time.

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Loud

We have a neighbor who is too loud. If she speaks, as if the person she’s talking to is one kilometer away from her when in fact it’s just in front of her. I thought it’s only me who got so pissed with this neighbor. Ace is more tolerant than me when it comes to things like this. If I start to complain, he would tell me I can’t do anything about it and let them be. But last Sunday, he started blurting out his observations against this neighbor. Who, in her sane mind would talk too loudly (that could be heard by the neighbors) to her small kid to go with the grandmother because she will poop? Seems like she wanted to catch the attention of everybody that she’s broadcasting what she is or she will be doing like treating herself on Mother’s Day because her husband won’t treat her. Hey, are you okay?

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